thats spike. as in , a spike..like..a really big nail.like a foot long nail.

does it let me do another pic? lemme see.

alright so spike is the bottom pic now. he doesnt pose very often so i stole a pic from the window of the second story of my house of him scrounging.

DZUS(zoos) is the top pic. he poses allllll the time. DZUS is some kind of airplane screw/fastener. (see a theme yet?)

anyhow..names we considered:Jude (decided against because my only rule of naming is that i have to be able to run down the road yelling "hey! (Name)!"and jude doesnt work. not when im driving a 73 VW bug at the same time. in a hippie shirt.

Dolly: its a guy llama but domeone figuerd itd be a cute pun.. i figured i might get shot for saying i own the dolly llama.

also thor, but thats me and i cant have someone else with my name running around..so yeah. llamas.

How much can i stuff in here?an essay?

So.

So. It turns out there is an all-seeing-eye after all. It is however, not a god, but the government. And it can’t see.

So, this all-seeing-eye isn’t blind. Blindness, to me, implies unintentional, a mistake, or an accident. An accident of birth, or cars, or some toxic gas, or truth. This all-seeing-eye isn’t blind, it just doesn’t want to see.

So, this all-seeing-eye that isn’t, doesn’t want to see the homeless, addicts, and prostitutes, and therefore it won’t. They don’t exist to it. (If they do it is in small manageable numbers.) To see them would be to acknowledge them, and acknowledging them would force this eye to act, because it does have to try to please the people. But it doesn’t like to act.

So. This all-seeing-eye that doesn’t see anything and therefore doesn’t have to act is also rational. It likes numbers on pages and mathematically derived conclusions that say nothing, mean nothing, and do nothing. If there are say, 2458 homeless, addicts and prostitutes in a city divided by the total population of Canada, that’s a small enough percentage to be accepted as the price of advancement, civilization, and personal happiness. Not our happiness, but the eye’s.

So this all-seeing-eye is rational, but also selfish. I suppose the two can go hand in hand. The Eye can allow a trip to Cuba or Australia in the winter and Sweden or Finland in the summer, and rationalize it as public relations. Of course, all public relations these days take place in fancy six star hotels with complementary spas for only twenty-seven taxpayer’s salaries a night. It can allow itself a little pay raise (only 52.8%)so that it is better able to provide for its subjects. I’m not sure how a well paid all-seeing-eye benefits me, or the homeless, addicts, and prostitutes, but it must. Somehow.

So. When questioned about these “public relations’, these exorbitant expenses, it will turn away, or comment on the weather in Australia, or Finland, but it will not answer the questions asked. Those questions that ask why it won’t help. Some people are confused. I think I know why it won’t help, however. It would have to do what it hates, what is so difficult for it to do, and acknowledge the problem. That it in itself, this all-seeing-eye that isn’t is right beside the roots of the problem. Inactivity and rationalized selfishness.

^thats the kind of day i had and i thought i would share the misery around a litttle. that had three "t"s and i dotn write for fun..it was an assignment.
~Bril (the one and only)

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I now have two llamas.
They are DZUS (pronounced zoose,>being an airplane screw fastener thingie.)
and Spike. like a nail. not a spike.
anyhow.
THEYRE SO CUTE!!!!i dun wanna go get my cam and put up pix cuase im wonderfully lazy like that.
anyhow.
but eventually i will.
soon.
ish.
but they were from the SPCA (society for the prevention of cruelty to animals)and theyve already been rescued twice..so sad. stupid horrible mean people.
theyre also greedy little pigglets for grain. and pony treats.
the end.
~Bril

I woke up at 6am went back to bed woke again at 6.10am back to bed and again woke up at 6.20am...you get the pattern right...i was doing this till 7am arrived, when i finally woke up to get ready for school, arrived at school before 8am felt SLEEPY and wanted to sleep and well felt cold also >_>. BECAME nervous when the taxi van came and well....he was a CRAZY driver...LOL there's this bus lane and there was a cop car a few cars away from us...when the cop car took off...our driver took off onto the bus lane...and he took us the long way to MIT-Manukau Institute of Technology...It's assessment day O_O...The Art of Coffee....-.- this is when i fell apart and went nutty....Me and my friend took the cashier spot for awhile and well...we screwed up really bad...ordering coffee's shouting orders...it was Hard out...full of customers going crazy getting angry at us coz there wasnt any syrup or something in there coffee -.- us cashier didnt even make there coffee's then me and my friend kept giving everyone the same orders so we ended up wif a whole stack of left over coffees....was sooo horrible -.- felt like hiding in a corner away from the customers....Oh the coffee's were a dollar each and made lotsa free coffee's for our supervisor's relatives over 20......Ok so the morning cashier job was EXCEPTIONALLY bad...but we slowly redeemed ourselves when we were rotated to coffee making...and i tell you the supervisor's way of making coffee was TERRIFIC while ours were extremely crappy XD but i'm slowly learning....Everything went fine...though me and my friend were saying we were gonna fail XD since we did a crap job at the cashier...but meeeeeeh it was fine LOL had a blast anyways...with my booches XD....When right home after the assessment...and i landed in my bed right after that...Sweet bed...was sooo comfortable XD My dream however wasnt....i dreamt of me and some random girl being the only ones failing the assessment and some car driving up and down a hill O_o...anyways weird dream =S....Oyea our teacher assured us that we passed....But i'm not too sure on that....meeeeehhhh i'ma go nap sooon XD missed lots of other details out but...i do that all the time anyways XD ok DONE

Dyna~

Ok, ok....since Yelle and DD's been complaining that I haven't blogged much, I decided to pop by and BLOG!!! XDThese days, I've been in a pissy mood. My one month placement/practical to a mental health setting was cancelled last minute, which ultimately means I won't have a nice December holiday...NOT ONLY THAT, BUT it means I have to do three months of prac in semester two :/...I'm so gonna die!!! So, if you don't see me on msn next semester, it means I'm totally bombed out! Two weeks was already tiring as, imagine one month!!! Three months even....I'm gonna be panda @.@.

So bored....I shouldn't be procrastinating too much, but it just occurs by nature ~.~...it can't be helped....I'm so not motivated to do anything...all I want to do is sit and stare at the wall and listen to my beloved collection of songs XD...and chat, chat and chat!

Oh, PP is pissing me off too :/...stupid carp dropped from ult to leg...and that's one of the hardest puzzle to get up, once it drops...so I'm so dead. I know, it's just a game, but why I take so serious? Maybe cause....I like to put my effort of 100% into everything I do...I take things to serious and expect too much. That's why when I fail miserably, I become so pissed and frustrated...but then again...the best way I cheer myself up, is by listening to music. It always works! It works wonder :P....so for those of you....when I get angry and pissy, just tell me to go and listen to my music ^.^....Lalala....well, I guess that 's about it....

Oh yea! One more thing!!! Mother's Day is coming up soon...I don't know what to get Mum XD...I've never really gotten her anything, apart from slippers last year, which I've claimed for myself =.=.....so meh !!! LOL...if you have any ideas, you can recommend, I'd much appreciate, but then again....something nice and simple should do the trick, shouldn't it? :P.

Okies....I'll stop here, and come back next time, when I remember, or when DD and Yelle start complaining again :P

Meh...thanks to Yelle for redirecting me ~.~...I totally posted this blog into the wrong section. So Thankie YELLE BELLE!

Laters, Ador ;)

Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
OHHH yea
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
now i remembered
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
ok today at lunch
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
me and my friends were playing black jack>>>>mostly just screaming hit meh and abusing the shuffler and dealer XD
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then midway through everyone in the common room when running to the window
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
went*
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and was staring outside
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
i was staring and going wads happening O_o
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
and theyr like some1's asking some1 out
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
i was like Ohhhh.........
A r y e l l e ^ [" Things can't be that bad, as long as your friends are with ya. ^o^ "] says:
blog blog!
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
too late
A r y e l l e ^ [" Things can't be that bad, as long as your friends are with ya. ^o^ "] says:
=.=
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
and started playing cards again
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
now my next story
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
at dinner
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
my grandma's mahjong friends came
A r y e l l e ^ [" Things can't be that bad, as long as your friends are with ya. ^o^ "] says:
MAHJONG!
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
and one of her friends said she wasnt hungry when my grandma asked if she wanted dinner
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
she was saying she's FULL and was eatting the dishes while talking -.-
A r y e l l e ^ [" Things can't be that bad, as long as your friends are with ya. ^o^ "] says:
lol
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
i was like just go and get some rice and eat >_>
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
i have bad manners to my elders coz they come over to our house alot >_> and theyr as loud as ever
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
>=O well me not bad mannered i just make fun of them O_)O
Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ says:
O_O
A r y e l l e ^ [" Things can't be that bad, as long as your friends are with ya. ^o^ "] says:
LOL

Continuosly Nutty on the side @_@ <---thats Dyna which ish meh whose bloggin
A r y e l l e ^ <---thats obvious isnt it O_o
[A]nnoid<---Ador who isnt speaking coz she watchin movie

Dyna~ whose a lazy blogger but blogs the most on this bloggie thingy O_o